One day im going to get a little rat named, Ronald. i will raise Ronald as if he were my own son. as he grows i will teach him to dance. he would then become the worlds best dancing rat EVER!!!! he will become a big success in many countries and have his very own show on Broadway. but then things will soon take a horrible turn for my dear Ronald. He will soon make himself a face in the party scene. then the pressure of being a big star rat will start to get to him. he will drink more, start taking drugs. Ronald would then end up in rehab, it will be a troublesome time and he would start to over eat, and get fat. at the end of Ronald's rehab stint he will have an epiphany and decide there is more to life then dancing. i would then lose my rat. he would then go on to help the homeless. becoming well known again, but this time for his charity work. one day i will get a call from a hospital saying that Ronald was admitted, he would have contracted a disease from a homeless person he was "helping". three months later Ronald will die of AIDS.

Branching out?

Ok so i may only have like two other blogs on this sit but i usually only post stuff on myspace and recently branched out to this site... but then tonight thanks to my friend Renee i have been watching video blogs on youtube, and they are well funny... especially one called community channel she is this austrlia girl that just rants for a bit then in the middle of it all she will do little skits to help explain what she is talking about... and there is another ne called hill88 i think it is she is also austrlia and does the same thing.. and i was thinking to myself. i can do this, why not?. and her is why not.
first of all my video camera is not very good, i need a web cam i feel, secondly i dont have an editing program. thirdly in hills88 i saw she had a clip on mic thing like on talk shows how it has a battery pack and a wire and all. but they we miner things they can all be fixed with money... my other problem is that i cant perform to no one, if im going to do skits and act stupid i need people watching me, and i prefer improv... i like to perform. but this isnt the beginning and end of my video blog dreams (oh you know you have a sad life when video blogs are you dreams) i think that next year when i move in with cait i can do it then, it can be a double act. of course i haven't told her this yet... but she will find out soon enough.

now if u are readin this... still... then i might tell you i dont like short blogs, i love writing long ones. and this wont be the longest ones either. ok so i am currently on my "study" break dont get me wrong i did attempt 2 study, i got through one page, it made me tired so i stopped, and now i have discovered that i was actually meant to go to school, but only for like one lesson a day, and i hardly find it worth it. so im not going. theres a year 12 attitude for you. but 2morro after going to the shopping center to see if i can order in these 2 books (russell brand's my booky wook, and the mighty book of boosh, some hardcore reading there) and after i go to my old work i will do some English, if i have time cause i have a job interview at like 4:30 what ever i do i must not get distracted by photoshop, unless it is for photography. but i am currently on this forum that is for mighty boosh fans, and it keeps giving me photoshop ideas but i dont really have time to muck around on it all day. i dont even really have time to write this... i should of done my english stuff its only meant to be 1000 words so i would be half way already.. but doesnt matter...

o0o0o wht should i wear to my interview? i dont want to be over dressed but i dont want to be under dressed, its a group interview, but its for woolies so... but i do hope i get the job cause not only will my parents get off my back, but i will also be able to start saving to move to perth. but i will have to try not buy dvd's with it. but i so cant wait...

well im gonna stop typing cause this is really boring... i promise a less boring rant soon... one with more meaning

laters
stevie♥